hello peeps,
its been along time not to rant thing in here. Ive been doing good, i guess and I am quite happy with everything I have now. And the most important thing is I am not procrastinating alot like I used to since I have finished my final examination. What a relief! and right now I am taking a new semester and the bad thing is online class. Yeap, because of the corona thing. Lets hope for this covid would go away asap.
just now in my state, there is a case and it is near my hometown. Hoping that I wont get it. Amiinnn. Well I dont have any points today but I do feel to write things, even though it is kind of useless.
So, we have reached October and there is 3 month left before I turned 21. How time flies so fast, isnt? I miss my childhood really bad since there is nothing to worry about. I dont have to worry about grades, money and what should I do with my life.
Yes, I do agree that adulting is hard. You lose people alot, People are not the same. Just like us, we changed also. You lost trust, you would go to heartbreak and most probably you would end up crying. I am kind of missing those days when I would not care about how people see me. I miss being carefree and stuff. There is alot of things that I miss and kind of regret about how stupid am I for not taking a chance to try things back then when I was young. Lets call it because I am scared and right now I am regretting it. What a fool, right?
Back then, I am not the one who cares about boys and love but right now I am. Like literally I would cry over a boy and I hate it. I miss being tough. I miss being workaholic. I miss everything about me.
Apart of that, when I take a look, I am quite happy with myself because I have come so far. I have done so many great things apart of all the stupid things I made. Let's call it even since it is kind of teach me about how life is. Even my life is on the roller coaster but perhaps good thing would happen. Good things take time.
sincerely <3
