am i toxic?

11: 06 pm

Talking  about toxicity,

I think everyone can be toxic. But in their own ways. Even ourselves can be toxic too. I admit that I used to be toxic and somehow still being toxic. It depend on us, who can realize it well. 

Being the kindest human ever, we should stop blaming someone for being toxic but instead, reflect ourselves first. It can be us who being the toxic one but we don't realize it. 

I do learn it from my own past. You know, I used to blame everyone for being toxic. But somehow, I learnt that it was me at the first place who being the one. I regret it alot and I couldn't help myself for being sorry for that person. When the thoughts came, I do realize it was kinda petty for me to feel that kind of way and I always blame myself. 

i am just thinking this on the way to my home in the bus and after that, i dozed off.